partyallnight

I'm criticized, but all your bullets ricochet

2012-01-29T09:08:00.000-08:00

140112 Saturday

Zirca to pparty

hehhehehe, with Brondi, Jas, Pris.

super impromtu, so no pictures. it was a secret mission!

not enough alcohol, cuz we don't want to spend beyond $22 and cab money.

not good enough the party, can be better. :p

250112 Wednesday

Went to drink with Prissy.

initially we wanna go grapevine! But it closed down :(

So we went to a new chill out place. Oat bar!! ^^

love it there!

Yes, 6 sex on the beach shots!

We had chicken cutlet and chicken wings :D After the meal, we had lychee beer and apple cinnamon cider! (Y)

we were damn drunk. Staggered out of the bar and went to rest at the benches. Went to the playground to rest after a trip to the ladies.

decided to head to the club this week.

INSPIRATION!

270112 Friday

woooooooooooo!!! literally excited for this day! hehehehe.

Met Brondi, Jasmine, Prissy at Clarke Quay for dinner!

Went to some cheap pizza outlet for dinner ^^

then we cab down to Zouk! Got the chops and wait for JJ! hahhahahaha!

Head down to prata shop cuz JJ haven had dinner! So intimidated as the prata shop was literally filled with clubbing boys, LOLLL. Then we went to Holiday Inn to get Chivas and the mixers! hehe!

i wanted to join Joanna for drinks, but couldn't find her! :(

so we had our own fun! play 5,10, numbers and big fish small fish!

LOL, we were dead drunk, flying, i can't stop giggling, Jasmine and Brondi kept blabbering, and Pris and JJ were stoning! pris and i was stun and upset when JJ threw away my chivas.. WTF :(

i was so sad. :((

Saw yongshan! hehe! but din't managed to dance with her..

phuture's music was only fun at 3-4. standard.

BRONDI DAMN HILARIOUS. he danced goofy-ly hahahhahahaah, maintained please!

can't wait for the next one with the girls. imma alcoholic. ^^

we're going fishinggggggg.

i am lost, i am vain, i will never be the same.

2012-01-29T08:19:00.000-08:00

Did anyone think that i stopped clubbing??

Douche! :D

211211 Wednesday

Party at Zirca with my classmates! Ladies night yooo

They keep teasing me with this midget.. =,=

but damn, so many weirdos hit on me. it was so damn crowded. nearly died.

i remember taking pictures, but where are they?? :(

Them w/o me :((( i gave the chalet a skip heheehhe :p

keep dancing techtronic with Shaun, Jane, Chiewping can't stop moving to the beats and Pekmeng was bobbing his head up and down throughout the night. I swear he was damn frigging high, like on drugs! hahahah, he knows all the songs! (i think he just anyhow lipsync them hehe)

Edwin was hugging this rp girl! Jianhong with peiting. so many nonsense!

Siangyee pull me up to podium! hahahha, mad clubber.

soon all of us was on podium! Dionne, Siangyee, chiewping, jane and shaun! hahaha

I did the Illuminati sign out of conscious. Guilty.

281211 Wednesday

We celebrated Donny's bday, boy oh boy, went timbre ^^

Queue outside for 2hours plus from 11.30 and went in at 1.30am.

Waited for lockers for quite awhile too. :@

had 2 graveyards, not enough.. :(

Zirca was mad crazy. so angry. prolly i'm wearing high wedges hahaha. damnxzxz.

totally not funn.

2 more times in January! :D

sometimes when we apologise, we are just valuing the relationship more than our pride :)

2011-12-02T04:02:00.000-08:00

photos for mix ups for past weeks.
hehhee, m&m anniversary and party with chiewpingxz.
normal la, i party too much already, cannot differentiate from fun to normal. hehe
shall cut down more more hehe.
i need to be more for God ;)

Fuck you, Fuck you very very mild~

2011-11-25T20:57:00.000-08:00

wah fucking angry!!!
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ya la. and you don't fucking care. cheebs sia. wtf, am i wrong to voice out my opinion? this anger i have in me is not a one time affair, it's a built up. for fuck's sake! fuck you. i want you to apologize to me, because, i'm not going to act like nothing happen like i always did. i'm not gon' give in anymore if you don't care and don't bother. wtf. this is a big quarrel. God, i hate quarrels. JESUS CHRIST.

so pissed. you have no fucking idea. :@

i just came to say Hello ;)

2011-11-23T03:01:00.000-08:00

hahahaha, oops, i made a promise to myself to stop clubbing for the month of November. :(
club twice!

11/11/11
Friday
after going to MBS to celebrate Mar and My anniversary.
me and prissy head down to Zirca to parrpaarrty! last min decision, and prissy bought shoes for it! haha
Initially planned to club with Siangyee Chantel and Dionne.
Chantel sick and shuaiboyboy ps kia. fell asleep. zzz
me and Dionne wanna go so bad. ahhaha
so yup. yayyy!! jianhong has guestlist wooo. :D

fyeah i love guestlist! me and pris dint drink with them.. too havoc. they dint join us in their drinking games! :(
so me and pris went to buy graveyard. fun like one kind! hahahaha
3 guys offered us Martell. yay.. played a few rounds of 5-10 hahaha, i'm so good at it manxz.
then went to the dance floor, bother bother, we ps our cute lil guy cuz we saw saiful!! wtf man! HAHAHA. happy. and we were like *ARASU* *ARASU* all the way man. teehee. saiful had guestlist too, had tequila shots one after another for free YESSSSSSSS! damn high and seh please.
pris saw lp and her friends and afterwards we went to Rebel to find my friends hehe. :p
too high, me and pris separated she went to Zirca w her friends and i stayed in Rebel.
Weijie took care of me, omgoodness damn high. hahaha
went to have breakfast which sucks. :( weijie went home and i'm stuck with the rest argh.
jianhong say i hiv cuz i'm having block patches on my body. alcohol.

19/11/11
Saturday
last min decision to Phuture with Dionne and Jenies haha!
to see 2pm! but of cuz i dint get to see them. Dionne happy only, made friends with hot VIP lo! she gets to steal peeks of 2pm! sianxz.
we bought heniken beers hahahaha!
Phuture - cock fest man :( some yucky guys offered drinks. turned down hehe.
Zouk - boring angmohs
Phuture again -
me and Jenies had our fun over at Phuture around 3am-4am
encore siol. shiok. shuffled my night away. enjoyed the attention i received on podium hehe. :p
made a new friend Rico. diee already the whole Singapore knows one another. urghhh what's with the massive mutual friends~~~~~~~~

喜爱夜蒲

2011-11-23T02:43:00.000-08:00

This movie depicts a relevant portrait of today's clubbing landscape made up of young working adults who hit the bars and clubs for booze, music, company and perhaps even love.

its so damn true. One night stands, jerks, shots, rich people who always hit the clubs.
that's what clubbing had for me. but the best part is the drinks, music and of course the company!
Clubbing is one hellof fun, but it's so hard to find love over there.
don't get involved, don't overthink, just enjoy. :)

let me move on, will you?

2011-11-04T22:25:00.000-07:00

they cut the strings, leave you hanging.
then came crawling back into your heart.
and then pour salt on your open wound.

sometimes, when i thought i already moved on, but you came back. and i just open my heart let you in, screwing me all over and leaving me hurt and scarred.
i don't really understand what you want.
i pretend to be okay but in actual fact, i'm not.

what's with the playboys. hitting on me because i am easy? i am innocent.
look for me when you're bored.
i look like i'm winning but inside, i'm bleeding.
fuck.

What were you thinking when it all started?

2011-11-04T10:38:00.000-07:00

i keep telling myself it's okay.
but it isn't!

parrty with over 40 RP people.
hahahah. shiok but not shiok.
i think i still enjoy clicking with my boys.. poly girls cannot make it.
too bitchy for my liking! i don't like dramas

all these partying is making everyone labeling me as a clubber. :(
how to be the salt and light of the world. ha ha .

class chalet, i don't know. hope my sbb won't ps me.
2 sbb hahahhahaha. :)

i'm just an option.

2011-10-24T00:16:00.000-07:00

don't overlook everything.
don't overthink everything.
not everything is complicated. not everything has hidden meaning. but not everything is as simple as it looks.
:'( break my heart again. one after another.

it's when they bring you up so high then they just leave you hanging for a bit. and when you realised you're not their priority already. you drop.
drop to the bottomless pit of self-doubts and pain.
they just cut the string when you are so damn happy.

yes. nothing is eternal, never the promises, never the words, never the moments.

life like that. one moment, you are quarreling, the next, you are hugging and then no news.
i can never understand guys as much as i understand my friends.

why? God. why? life is full of heartaches. i just need someone. no expectations. but disappointments still exist.

Whatever happens in the club, stays in the club.

2011-10-22T20:41:00.000-07:00

that's what we said. but that's not how we move.

you are everything i look for.
playful, sweet, touchy, tall, skinny, funny, gentlemanly, sweet-talker.
i could go on and on.
afterall, we only know each other for a few days, only msging you for a few days.

exactly. but you are just like another playboy.
how? you asked me to give you a chance, i did.
but you blew it again.

now you are giving the treatment that i don't deserve!!
maybe i should find a guy in church.
why am i always attracting jerks or weirdos..
i gave chances and this is what i've got?

Just one night couldn't be so wrong..
it could be.

part two!

2011-10-19T11:22:00.000-07:00

haehae, my blog, my face! :)

flawless bitch! :/

saw guettalove baby!! <3 misses..
LOL, the guys hahhahaha. theresa don't let me dance with.

chao ah beng HAHHAHAA :p

i look like -_-

flawless bitches =(

shuffler pil neh!

went to club nana at 4am.
M.A.D.N.E.S.S
love shuffling weeeee! :)

Don't, don't, don't, don't stop the party!

2011-10-19T11:12:00.000-07:00

Zouk+Phuture with Kath & Treeza!
they were late, and i'm a braveheart for queuing alone to go in!
My virgin visit to Zouk!
KO at 1am hahahahaha. :p

Free drinks from Lousis & _______ HAHHHAHAH.
2Jagerbombs each! shiok

had 2 jugs of long island tea. shag likea mofo!

i dropped my glass, drunk liao!

puke, slept in the toilet floor.
and whine to go home when i'm outside. HAHAHHA. what shit.

i'm a sleepy drunk~

Ykno my body don't lie, outta my mind, let it rain over me!

2011-10-13T00:45:00.000-07:00

went to Zirca party ytd night!
shag siol!
school start liao and i alr skip a day, die.

party was okay. i mean i wasn't looking forward to it, it's just to accompany prissy for Fion's bday celebration!
hahaha. mag was damn high. esp after graveyard! HAHA!
likea high only LOL!
she dance the grinding dance speed up! LOL

i no contacts and i have touch up my roots.
aye. sho lazy

aye yayaa aye yaya aye let it rain over me!

ps: fri zouk. sian. hahaaa

every teardrop is a waterfall

2011-10-04T08:56:00.000-07:00

i rather be a comma, than a full stop.

handling things quite well..
life's pretty awesome. been busying myself with stuff.
and i mean.. really busy..
not too much time to think, to dwell, to worry, to miss.

which is a good thing.
aiya. love hurts. i'm so tired.
bad bad bad bad bad bad army doods. =(
play the same trick on me and on my gf. it's fine.
i'll try not to give too much shit!

me? probably i'll go search for a new dude.

HAHAHAHA. i move on fast.
next friday at Zirca again with new club khaki!!
Theresa & Kathleen.
we're gon' go MAN HUNT. hahhahahaha.

toodles.

plug it in, and turn me on. ;)

2011-09-28T10:40:00.001-07:00

i love to party on fridays.
just saying.
it's the ladies night!! but i no party.
i'm stopping.

for awhile :p
earsex and turbulence on my own now. :(

ONE LOVE

2011-09-27T11:49:00.000-07:00

never ending turmoil of sex and lust.
i'm stuck in this web forever.

stalking your page everyday like a predator.
hahahhahaahhaha. freak man.
why do you make this so complicated.
why did i make it so complicated.

let me move on will you. i need to read a book, get myself occupied, busyed. then i can get you out of my head. so tired. :(

why do i like bad boy. why are you so mysterious? why do i like unpredictable stuff.

fuck sia. cheebye.

casually dating.

2011-09-26T12:11:00.000-07:00

A real Boyfriend ♥

Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
-Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
-Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
-Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
-Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
-Give her your attention

When she pulls away
-Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
-Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
-Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
-Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
-Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
-Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
-Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
-Reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
-Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
-she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
-Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you
-Bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
-Keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
-dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
-she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
-she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking,BABY?"

via facebook.
read this so many million times but sometimes guys just don't get it.
if my boyfriend's like that. i'll do anything for him.
i mean it.
but.. hot, sweet and awesome doesn't comes in a full package..

ooh, baby baby, lalalalala.

2011-09-25T10:57:00.000-07:00

"we gon' undress you. You gon' undress me!"

Zirca lollipop event with F1.
Rebel with my army boys. hehehe.
everytime, when i need someone to club with me last minute, i can always count on Shuyi. Awesome cutey piexz! but too cute alr la. :( hahahaha. bad point somehow. sigh.

Goon always drunk, this crazy girl, luckily i never club with her! hahahhaha. :p
ps: i should totally start wearing dresses but can't shuffle already :(

had fun for the night. :) some fight broke out though.. but its okay. party's still on!

i enjoy the attention all the way till club ends.
i enjoy being protected.
feeling like the only girl in the world. hahaahha
sigh, there's this girl totally captured ALL my army boys' attention.
i'm so frigging jealous and angry la. :(
but srsly. it's clubbing. oh well.

made 2 friends at Zirca, good boys!
yanming and jeremy. NTU. delicious. hahahah. prolly won't get to see them again though. haha!

met a new club friend shermaine, hahhahaha!
she said they are play boys. yea. i should had known better. no?
but i really had lots of fun (until that girl, not frigging hot anyway :/ )
shall stop for awhile and see whether my army boys would keep their hands together not! hehe.

i'm game for this.

All these girls they like my swagger, They call me Mick Jagger~

2011-09-22T01:43:00.000-07:00

maybe after school starts and when i starts getting busy.

i will quit having so many worldly thoughts. haha.

maybe.

Want you to make me feel like i'm the only girl in the world.

2011-09-19T12:29:00.000-07:00

infatuation.
nothing is new when it comes to liking someone.
when he treats me nicer, message me a lil bit more.
i would fall head over heel for this boy.
:(
but this boy could be just using me..
texting me at night just for the sake of not wanting to be alone.

when i'm not lonely, i will still reply your messages.
whatever texts you sent, i'll reply in 2 mins.
what more to ask for?

do ykno i wait by my phone for your texts?

Hey oh listen what I say oh

2011-09-15T10:16:00.000-07:00

yesterday party at Zirca with Pris Mag and Liping, Fion, Giddy, Katie.
not too bad.
you can still have fun without guys! hahhaha
Giddy so frigging awesome, cuz he is fierce and over-protective.
he opens up the pathway for us to go all the way INTO the dance floor.
seriously! and it is crazily fun cuz we get to dance with freedom.
lots of space IN the dance floor. hahahha.

i was cranky cuz i weren't having fun before clubbing with pris friends.
it is hellish boring. nearly died. and mag is always so goofy and not high. LOL!!
yesterday so many people! fremantle ppl came to club too, jj lj robin too! hahhaa
awesome to know you have friends in there. ;)

but man. i need to find new clubbing clique. it gets boring.
:( consecrating our lives, can wait?

now put your hands in the air, shake your body down slow

2011-09-12T11:52:00.000-07:00

was thinking of my first few club experience. hahhaahahha.

first: with Derek, Brondi, Pris, Jasmine, Kailin, Kelvin,
RP: Jenies and Ivy and their friends haha.
went up podium, hehe. :D funnnnnxz

Second: with Shuyi, Ryan and his friend =.=
drank 2 tequila shots. hahhaha no kick la! :p
and drink waterfall with shuyi and his bro and friends.
zzzzz. and cab home with them. super not fun!!

third: with Pris and Mag.
woooo, frigging fun, was surrounded by 5 guys but no grinding! hahahhahaha.
so frigging fun can! the best, they make clubbing so hyped and fun!

Fourth: with Pris, Mag, and Pris's friends Liping, Katie.
the worse night ever. dread it even when i think of it.
so boring la. pris's friends were lesbian dancing all the way. =.=
we were camping at Zirca, can't even go to Rebel lor. zzz

Fifth: with Pris, Jasmine.
hahhahahaha, fun fun fun fun. made friends with 2 army guys. Gem. :D

Sixth: with Fremantle people.......
soso lo.. at PH hahaha.
neutral.. shuffling is AWEsome.

Seventh: with Pris, Jas, Shannon.
after tiger beer event hahahahhahahaha.
soso lor. i kinda don't like it. :(
mistake. hahhahaha

it's fun cuz it's unpredictable!

2011-09-12T11:37:00.000-07:00

people who don't club might be thinking. what's so hyped bout clubbing, partying?
getting drunk and wasted, what's the point?? for f**k??

hahhaa. its so fun cuz you don't know what will happen. :D
this wed and next fri at Rebel~ woo.
i don't even know what will happen. hehe.

yeah x3, tonight is the night~

Don't care whut they say.. HEH

2011-09-03T13:33:00.000-07:00

my legs look so awesome here <3 heh heh

so many wasted and unglam pics of me, but mama aint no drunk doods. =(

so scary for pris as Muthu kept wanting to dance with her..
so boring for me, cuz i wanna shuffle,
so both of us went up and danced, mainly shuffled for quite a number of songs! :p

hehe, this is my parrty blog of cuz there's only pictures of me!!!

=,= was hoping this pic will turn out awesome. (not)

freak man. why they don't wanna delete it. ass. :@ hahaa!

laoniang fell on the stupid podium while shuffling with the lights on (party ended!!) :(

i like my legs, but stupid sam, whut's w the cigggg manxzxxz!

party with PK is fun manxzx!

quite fun la, its ladies night - the girly affair. ahhahahaha!
but dood, no hot dudes, i just shuffle my night away. funnn though!!
the pictures are futhermucking scary, privating my fb for a period. ahhaha.
take so many unglams, suggestive photos of me.

hey i aint no clubber nor drunkard yeaaaaaa.

frigging sober since jan 2010. hahaha.
that was one time!

you might not get tomorrow, let's do it tonight~

2011-09-02T11:02:00.000-07:00

PH with Fremantle people.
frigging tired, hahahha, kinda fun
LADIES NIGHT!! all the kids. hahha, shit man, i think i am super attracted to army guys. =.=

Tiger Beer Event, cool shit, work with Shannon.

Of course she's the model, we're the receptionist. LOL!

Party at Rebel (free entry)

freak man, i wanna party on fri night with all my club friends!!

stupid pris and jas pangseh. always pangseh me one.

2 weeks later.. Come join me at Rebel!

Don't forget me, I begged. i remember you said..

2011-08-25T22:38:00.000-07:00

i'm naming my son Derek. haha.

iloveyou..

you promised so many things.

watch HIMYM, roadtrip, SOT, Aburiya, Merchant court...

so many memories linked to you..

Jalan Kayu, Lan, Cars, Bike :(, Slack, Army, Chomp, Korean (hahaha, you died a korean <3), broken english, your smile..

imy. =(

Mag don't even know. i can't help but blamed you.. She's not going to Christ, she's gon be so disappointed. but ykno i'll still love you. Pray for us, Pray for the cellgrp.

why dint you said goodbye?

"never mind i'll find someone like you, i wish nothing but the best for you, too. don't forget me, i begged, i remember you said. sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead."

2011-08-22T05:27:00.000-07:00

yay, i just ended Micro econs.

LOL, i'm saying like i ended my exams..

1 down, 4 more to go..

fri going Zouk!

Sat PH?

i don't know tooo.

if i say i weren't sad, that's a lie.

but yea.. no strings attached like you said.

i shouldn't harbour any more hope.

oh well.. time to move on.

yup, you broke my heart.

you shud move on too. being sad and emo, is it worth it?

boys are so inconsiderate.

2011-08-21T08:05:00.000-07:00

haha.
haiya, why do all the boys treat me like their bros??!

maybe i shud try being reserved in the club.
Cuz, stupid guys only wanna have sex with the wild ones.
walau.

but i gain one new bro. hahah army boys=ma bro ftw manxz.
God, i know i should be focus. hahaha. is that a sign?
okay, evangelist first yea.. :)

you feel like paradise, and i need a vacation tonight..

2011-08-21T05:24:00.000-07:00

its a fling or friend. haha you choose.
i move on easily, and this time is not a question.
i guess. ;(

God's like punishing me.. =( for being unfaithful to Him.
maybe i should club more, club w/o him, or quit clubbing all together..
i don't know.
i am going to rise up.
so that means i can't club anymore.
it is not because i wanna be a clubber and dance with strangers..

I CAN'T CLUB IF I AM A LEADER.
nobody understands our feelings.
We only got 10 years of youth.
choosing to give all to God is a hard choice.

nobody will understand us.

time is running out. =(

don't go breaking my heart. T.T

We hit turbulence!

2011-08-19T23:07:00.000-07:00

woo yesterday was one hell of a fun..
went to Zirca& Rebel with Jas and Pris. + Katie, Liping & their friends.
but never really dance with them.
they are the clubbers who club and run around.. LOL.
Zirca music nice what... TURBULENCE lehh.
I like Rebel more cuz there are more people..
Rebel has nice R&B music songs, that you hear in 987!
ytd, they didn't play my song! in the dark, top of the world, booty bounce.. =(
Zirca played take over control- afrojack. mad happy :D

Usually, i don't hang out with guys at clubs.
But this dude is a rare gem..
actually.. who knows actually..he might turn out to be a big fat jerk too?
but i like him...
shall bring him to church and see how it goes.
but i'm scared he just wanna dance.. army guys. hai.
waiting..

=(

2011-08-19T01:05:00.000-07:00

exams stress
book hotel stress
priorities stress
procrastination stress.
imposing on my values stress